If you don't know my story. The beginning of building my business was built in hell. I was being physically abused at the time, wasIf you don't know my story. The beginning of building my business was built in hell. I was being physically abused at the time, was depressed, crying every single day. I couldn't go places sometimes or be around certain people because I was hiding my reality from everyone around me.

When people hear stories of certain things I've been through, and where I was.. they'd ask me how I kept going? This quote was my mentality, and still is everytime things get hard. I was ALREADY in hell. I was ALREADY suffering. What kept me going was the thought of meeting the pain I was already feeling with more pain in the future. I was ALREADY depressed. Why would I want to prolong that? I knew that if I didn't keep going, once I finally wiped those tears and healed from those bruises I would just have more to tears wipe and more bruises to hide.

Was I my best? Definitely not. But getting into something new made my life exciting again, and gave me things to look forward to everyday. I just did as much as I could. Some days I'd be balling my eyes out right before getting on one call and going back to feeling depressed in the shitty environment I was surrounded by. Some days it was one DM.. but I took a step forward as much as I could every day. I just kept moving.

Why would you stay in hell?

 Montreal, Quebec 
@justinaamurray
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If you don’t know my story. The beginning of building my business was built in hell. I was being physically abused at the time, was depressed, crying every single day. I couldn’t go places sometimes or be around certain people because I was hiding my reality from everyone around me.

When people hear stories of certain things I’ve been through, and where I was.. they’d ask me how I kept going? This quote was my mentality, and still is everytime things get hard. I was ALREADY in hell. I was ALREADY suffering. What kept me going was the thought of meeting the pain I was already feeling with more pain in the future. I was ALREADY depressed. Why would I want to prolong that? I knew that if I didn’t keep going, once I finally wiped those tears and healed from those bruises I would just have more to tears wipe and more bruises to hide.

Was I my best? Definitely not. But getting into something new made my life exciting again, and gave me things to look forward to everyday. I just did as much as I could. Some days I’d be balling my eyes out right before getting on one call and going back to feeling depressed in the shitty environment I was surrounded by. Some days it was one DM.. but I took a step forward as much as I could every day. I just kept moving.

Why would you stay in hell?

!Montreal, Quebec!<br> @justinaamurray
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If you don’t know my story. The beginning of building my business was built in hell. I was being physically abused at the time, was depressed, crying every single day. I couldn’t go places sometimes or be around certain people because I was hiding my reality from everyone around me.

When people hear stories of certain things I’ve been through, and where I was.. they’d ask me how I kept going? This quote was my mentality, and still is everytime things get hard. I was ALREADY in hell. I was ALREADY suffering. What kept me going was the thought of meeting the pain I was already feeling with more pain in the future. I was ALREADY depressed. Why would I want to prolong that? I knew that if I didn’t keep going, once I finally wiped those tears and healed from those bruises I would just have more to tears wipe and more bruises to hide.

Was I my best? Definitely not. But getting into something new made my life exciting again, and gave me things to look forward to everyday. I just did as much as I could. Some days I’d be balling my eyes out right before getting on one call and going back to feeling depressed in the shitty environment I was surrounded by. Some days it was one DM.. but I took a step forward as much as I could every day. I just kept moving.

Why would you stay in hell?

!Montreal, Quebec!<br> @justinaamurray