My new single drops tomorrow ❤️
What a crazy journey it's been the past year with music. I've learned so much about just life in general. One of the most incredible experiences has been being able to connect with you guys in person and finally do something that truly feeds my soul, something tangible and real that I'm able to do and make…which is music and DJing. Seeing the hours of work I've put in actually pay off in my real life, something social media used to not really offer me. But one of the hardest things has been exactly that, people putting me in the box of “influencer”, or honestly just being a female in the space, and having to deal with constant negativity from a platform I used to adore, just because I decided to do more than be a model. I was really taken back by peoples responses and cyber bullying for me trying to learn, trying to grow, and not just being a pretty face that did what other people wanted. My real life has changed so much for the better, and I wanted to take everyone on that journey with me but unfortunately people have become very judge mental and it feels like people r purely seeking out entertainment these days. I love fucking around just as much as the next person but there's a moment where you have to sit back and reflect and try to find depth. I'm proud to say my life is a healthy mix of all things at this point. I feel so blessed I get to feel the things I feel and experience the things I do even if it's super overwhelming at times. From meeting and getting to play with my idols, to laying on the airport floor in a ball for hours because airports r now my second home….I'm just happy to be here. Happy that my mental health has somehow persevered after 5+ years of putting myself out there every single day hoping for the best

charlyjordan ~ charlyjordan
@beautyinpain


 Montréal, Québec 
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