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Thursday, April 6, 2023 ยท 1:16 PM ·  

Keep going no matter what ๐Ÿ”ฅโœจโค๏ธ It’s hard to believe that I’ve been living out of suitcases & my car for over a year now. I moved out of UT in March of 2022 when my health became unmanageable - my reminder again to not judge a book by its cover.

I made the decision to move back to Oklahoma to be near my family & doctors while I went through this battle. I ended up spending 8 months there. Living with my parents & grandfather who became my caregivers. I was fighting for my life as I fought the worst & most debilitating pain I have ever experienced in my chronic health/pain journey. My pelvic floor was contracting like a woman giving natural child birth 24/7. 24/7 for 8 months. Causing nerve damage to my pudendal nerve. Making the pain signals even more horrific. Due to the insane amount of trauma from the horrors of chronic pain at its worse I could no longer see my home state as a place to live. My PTSD wouldn’t allow it. Instead I stayed the next 2 months in UT & CO with my close friends & family. The last 3 months living in Austin, TX with family. Though I’m beyond thankful to have so many people who love me so deeply to welcome me into their homes, I’m very much looking forward to having my own place again.

I’m excited to say so much progress has been made, leading in that direction ๐Ÿ™๐Ÿผ My body IS repairing/recovering. I’ve begun to be able to exercise & be more physical, though very slowly, listening to my body! Hypnotherapy, therapy, meditation, personal study & microdosing magic mushrooms are greatly helping my PTSD. I’m beyond excited to share I no longer feel the need to apply for temporary disability! I’m also over the moon to share I’ve been hired for a new job thanks to one of my best friends @kristinphillipsmusic for putting a leg out for me ๐Ÿ’• This will make it where I can get my own place again! I’ll continue to live in ATX (open to staying) but starting this month I begin traveling to decide where I want to live next.

I’m currently looking at CO, AZ & NC but I’m also open to other states as well! So if you live in a place you LOVE drop a note in the comments๐Ÿ‘‡๐Ÿผ๐Ÿ’ฌ so I can add it to my list of places I need to checkout ๐Ÿ˜๐ŸŒŽ๐ŸคŸ๐Ÿผ xxx
@retrospec @wisefool @taylor_munholland @rrawimpact
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Keep going no matter what ๐Ÿ”ฅโœจโค๏ธ It’s hard to believe that I’ve been living out of suitcases & my car for over a year now. I moved out of UT in March of 2022 when my health became unmanageable - my reminder again to not judge a book by its cover. I made the decision to move back to Oklahoma to be near my family & doctors while I went through this battle. I ended up spending 8 months there. Living with my parents & grandfather who became my caregivers. I was fighting for my life as I fought the worst & most debilitating pain I have ever experienced in my chronic health/pain journey. My pelvic floor was contracting like a woman giving natural child birth 24/7. 24/7 for 8 months. Causing nerve damage to my pudendal nerve. Making the pain signals even more horrific. Due to the insane amount of trauma from the horrors of chronic pain at its worse I could no longer see my home state as a place to live. My PTSD wouldn’t allow it. Instead I stayed the next 2 months in UT & CO with my close friends & family. The last 3 months living in Austin, TX with family. Though I’m beyond thankful to have so many people who love me so deeply to welcome me into their homes, I’m very much looking forward to having my own place again. I’m excited to say so much progress has been made, leading in that direction ๐Ÿ™๐Ÿผ My body IS repairing/recovering. I’ve begun to be able to exercise & be more physical, though very slowly, listening to my body! Hypnotherapy, therapy, meditation, personal study & microdosing magic mushrooms are greatly helping my PTSD. I’m beyond excited to share I no longer feel the need to apply for temporary disability! I’m also over the moon to share I’ve been hired for a new job thanks to one of my best friends @kristinphillipsmusic for putting a leg out for me ๐Ÿ’• This will make it where I can get my own place again! I’ll continue to live in ATX (open to staying) but starting this month I begin traveling to decide where I want to live next. I’m currently looking at CO, AZ & NC but I’m also open to other states as well! So if you live in a place you LOVE drop a note in the comments๐Ÿ‘‡๐Ÿผ๐Ÿ’ฌ so I can add it to my list of places I need to checkout ๐Ÿ˜๐ŸŒŽ๐ŸคŸ๐Ÿผ xxx @retrospec @wisefool @taylor_munholland @rrawimpact @taylor_munholland
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