Being loved unconditionally is one of the greatest & strongest gifts in the world 🌻🤍 I’ll continue to share my health journey from this last year in the posts to come but I wanted to share the present moment. I’ve had some beautiful & incredible days with friends & family within these last couple of months as I’ve taken on a gypsy lifestyle until I figure out where I want to be in this world of ours. I’ve been continuing to work on my healing journey to remission from the chronic diseases that inflict my body. I continue to have hard days with severe pain, fatigue & sickness. With each of those days I feel my soul being sucked into darkness. The PTSD from the trauma is beyond challenging. The realization that I’m coming up on my 19th procedure in 10yrs is unthinkable. Doesn’t even count the numerous treatments & therapies over the years from both conventional & holistic medicine. I’m often asked how I stay so strong & honestly it’s not from my own will & drive alone but from the unconditional love & support I receive from my family, friends & community. I had a rough several days, it was from this love & message from my Dad that helped me keep going & not to sink into my pain;

“Hi Bobby. I was next to your mom, when you sent your texts today. I am very sorry you are feeling so badly. I wish there was something I could do to cure you. That said, going back to September on our family chats, look at all you have accomplished, the places you have been, the love in our family, and the support you receive. I hope you can find inspiration from that in bad times. My love for you is unconditional. I know you are trying your best. Poor physical health has a dramatic effect on mental health. I have had the same feelings only in much smaller doses over the years. I admire you. Love you.”

Thank you, especially to my parents & those closest to me, but also to everyone who provides me with so much support & love, for bringing light in my life & Self when it feels there is no light to be found. I never thought after so many years I would still be battling but I’m not giving up. I believe in remission.

Please know you are not alone in your journey ❍
Always my love xxx

 Utah 
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