Rusty Holmes echoed from I.G.

Tuesday, March 11 · 1:31 PM ·  

Hey fam 🫶🏼❤️ Oh it has been a hell of a couple weeks… months… years lol But speaking of the last two weeks it was yet again multiple twists, turns, ups, and downs with my health. I truly feel that my chronic conditions would be far more manageable if there weren’t the additions of viruses, infections, periods, etc. As I have openly talked about before I have rather horrible periods with endometriosis plus made extra worse as they flare up the pelvic floor dysfunction + hypertonic pelvic floor + pudendal neuralgia + IBS + POTS + interstitial cystitis… It’s like a once a month flare party for these conditions. I’m learning to better manage them with furthering my awareness of my body and practicing different therapies but what I was not prepared for was getting a stomach virus in the midst. Anyone who suffers from chronic ailments knows the negative impact of getting a virus. It further flares everything up. I was practically stuck bedridden/bathroomridden sick and in pain. It was so intense I could barely eat, walk, and the pelvic floor pain was so severe that I couldn’t have fabric touching my skin. Thankful to share now I’m starting to eat more, be on less meds, and able to wear clothes. The sun is also shining and the weather is warming up which brings so much renewed life into me. My birthday is also next week, which every circle around the sun I go into a time of deep introspection of grieving for what I feel I have lost, gratitude for what I have, and focusing on my goals. I know besides remission what I really want is to feel more balanced and have more play. I feel great heaviness from the current administration and everything happening in the world. I realize there is only so much I can’t control. I don’t want to be ignorant of what is happening but I also don’t want my peace being stolen. So I’m working on finding that balance as an activist who wants to fight for what is right and as free spirit who wants to stay connected with my inner child who was filled with ample hope and joy. I know both can exist together. Sending love always to everyone. Plus a happy retirement to my Daddy! I’m so proud of you!!

xo. #rrawimpact #positivevibes #chronicpain
@everyoneshike @taymunholland @dirtbaggypsies @rrawimpact @peakzandgeekz
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Hey fam 🫶🏼❤️ Oh it has been a hell of a couple weeks… months… years lol But speaking of the last two weeks it was yet again multiple twists, turns, ups, and downs with my health. I truly feel that my chronic conditions would be far more manageable if there weren’t the additions of viruses, infections, periods, etc. As I have openly talked about before I have rather horrible periods with endometriosis plus made extra worse as they flare up the pelvic floor dysfunction + hypertonic pelvic floor + pudendal neuralgia + IBS + POTS + interstitial cystitis… It’s like a once a month flare party for these conditions. I’m learning to better manage them with furthering my awareness of my body and practicing different therapies but what I was not prepared for was getting a stomach virus in the midst. Anyone who suffers from chronic ailments knows the negative impact of getting a virus. It further flares everything up. I was practically stuck bedridden/bathroomridden sick and in pain. It was so intense I could barely eat, walk, and the pelvic floor pain was so severe that I couldn’t have fabric touching my skin. Thankful to share now I’m starting to eat more, be on less meds, and able to wear clothes. The sun is also shining and the weather is warming up which brings so much renewed life into me. My birthday is also next week, which every circle around the sun I go into a time of deep introspection of grieving for what I feel I have lost, gratitude for what I have, and focusing on my goals. I know besides remission what I really want is to feel more balanced and have more play. I feel great heaviness from the current administration and everything happening in the world. I realize there is only so much I can’t control. I don’t want to be ignorant of what is happening but I also don’t want my peace being stolen. So I’m working on finding that balance as an activist who wants to fight for what is right and as free spirit who wants to stay connected with my inner child who was filled with ample hope and joy. I know both can exist together. Sending love always to everyone. Plus a happy retirement to my Daddy! I’m so proud of you!! xo. #rrawimpact #positivevibes #chronicpain @everyoneshike @taymunholland @dirtbaggypsies @rrawimpact @peakzandgeekz @taymunholland
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